Problems

Seems like when trouble strikes,

it doesnt just rain on one spot, or a bit.

It comes like a screwed up downpour.

Got told by the doc i had bronchitis today

its the narrowing of the wind passage,

to put it simply,

and in the long run, i may get asthma

AGAIN

after 15 years.

Whatever...

followed by her telling me that

the knee that has caused me so much trouble recently

is most probably a strained or a torn ligament

along the front of my knee

Huzzah...

What a bomb...

2 different problems in one medical

anyway, speaking of bombs,

the medical cost a 105

thats like a chunk of my army allowance

Gone

sigh...

and i'm not the only one having problems

right now apparently

but at least my own problems are medical

money and medicines and time

can slowly heal it

I hope

but problems with relationships

problems with the family

problems with expectations,

bummer...

apparently, we've come to the age

where society finally deems us

as capable of handling all the heavy issues

and decides to dump them on us all at a go

how fun

the worst of BMT is over for me

as usual, i can't blog about it

well, thats enough of depressing thoughts for this post

on the other hand,

HAPPY BDAE MOM

not that she's ever going to read this

nor is she supposed to,

but it's still her bdae today

and she cared enough

to send me the letter on the last day of my field camp

was really touched by that

oh well...

i'm off to sleep

sleep clears bad thoughts

I hope